Sunday, January 29, 2012

Project 52 | Week 4 - {Peace}


It's been hard trying to find a little peace (and quiet) this week. I've been trying really hard to work towards my goals and I gotta tell you it's been hard, harder than I thought it was going to be. It's a little disheartening when you try your hardest and things seem to just stay at a standstill . I've had a few of those days where one thing after the other went wrong and I honestly felt as if I was on my own version of "The Truman Show" (if you've never seen it google it for sure!). It's felt as though I had a whole crew  of people just throwing obstacles in my way and laughing as I try to dodge them unsuccessfully. I know that sounds completely ridiculous, but it's the truth. Luckily for me it's the weekend and a fresh start is soon to come! 

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Project 52 | Week 3

Project 52 | Week 3


This week was "Attitude". To be honest I had the hardest time trying figure out how to capture attitude. Being stuck inside due to the cold and the fact I'm too scared to drive farther than the end of my block (I've seen far to many accidents from just plain bad driving, not to mention the bad conditions) really put a damper on my imagination. I was moping around the house trying to fill time before Jordan got home from work when I saw Hank launch herself from her cat perch and attack my other cat Dolly. How did it take me so long to realize Hank has more attitude than any person, place or thing than I have ever known. Don't get me wrong she's a friendly cat (if you know her weird quirks) but if things are not going her way, she's not going to take her time to let you know haha 

Friday, January 13, 2012

Project 52 | Week 2

Project 52 | Week 2

Phewf I survived another week!! That probably sounds pretty dramatic but to be completely honest with the week I've had that statement fits just right. The weather here has been a little bit off for January. We had a few beautiful sunny days where the temperature was in the plus's, which sounds nice but it melted a good chunk of the snow and then overnight the temp dropped leaving us with an ice rink instead of roads and sidewalks. I wouldn't mind the crazy weather so much if I didn't depend on the roads and sidewalks to get out and about haha The cabin fever set in after 2 days of no walk with my boys, and it just got worse from there. After giving Facebook a last glance before bed I read quite a few status updates about being ill, dealing with migraines and just having a bad day in general. I wish I had known that those sad status updates would soon be my future....... 
I woke up Thursday morning feeling normal, tired but normal. I took the dogs out for a tinkle and then ran upstairs to try and squeeze in another 30 mins of bedtime. I was having a hard time focusing on the tv but chalked it up to being tired and tried to get some more shut eye. I wish I had recognized that I was experiencing tunnel vision.  That's where I made my mistake, if I had realized sooner I could have possibly subsided some of the pain with medicine. As soon as my 30 mins was up I couldn't even lift my head from the pillow I was in so much pain. Over the course of that 30 mins my head had created on of the worst migraines I've ever had. Not only was I dealing with tunnel vision but my face and hands went completely numb. Thank goodness Jordan was home and was able to keep me calm (as calm as he could considering I was freak'n right out!). I've had migraines before but I was so weak I literally had to crawl to the bathroom to "get sick". Other than the actual terrible pain itself, the nausea is the worst migraine symptom. Nothing like having to "get sick" with your head shoved in an echoey porcelain bowl when you can barely stand the sound of your own thoughts. Not to mention Jordan had to hold the seat up so it didn't come crashing down on my head. He must have thought I looked beautiful bahahah 
Today has been a huge improvement compared to yesterday. For one I can sit up on my own! I'm not feeling 100% but tomorrow is a new day and I'm counting on it being even better than today :)

My photo for this week........ Project 52 | Week 2 | Boredom



Sunday, January 1, 2012

New Year, New resolutions!

 Hey everyone, how are you feeling today? I hope you didn't party too hard last night haha. I myself was curled up on the couch watching Mary Poppins and trying to narrow down my long list of resolutions.  It seems at the end of every year I have all these great ideas and inspiration from the year past and in order to make them a priority I decide to tack them on to my New Years Resolutions list and then the list becomes so big and overwhelming I don't get to half of them. This year is going to be different! I have decided to go a bit smaller and commit to 12 things for the year of 2012. One resolution for every month, this way I have a whole month to integrate the new change into my routine. Am I making sense or does this sound nuts? Either way I think I can pull it off.  No, I know I can pull it off! (one of my resolutions being, be more positive haha). So here it is, my resolutions list for the 12 months of 2012.............

1. Be more positive.
    Unfortunately a good part of the time I tend to see the negative side of things before I finally see the
light. I know it's not the best outlook on life but I'm a worrier and am trying really hard this year to fix that.  
         
2. Take more chances.
    Like I said before I worry... a lot! I hardly ever step out of my comfort zone for fear of, well anything and everything really haha This year I plan to say "yes" more and not worry so much about not being good at it or looking silly . How do you know if you never try?

3. Fit in fitness.
    This one is definitely not original. I add this one every year and it seems to be the first resolution I quit at. I don't want to get buff or run a marathon, but it would be nice to run around my block and not feel like passing out before my house is even out of sight. (It sounds like I'm exaggerating, and I am but not much lol)

4. Don't sweat the small stuff.
   To be completely honest I'm not even close to being laid back. You may go as far as saying I'm a little up tight. To the untrained eye It may look like that sticky situation just rolled of my back, but If you know me well you know I'm reeling about it on the inside. When something bad happens I tend to think about it until it hurts and then I think about it more. Healthy right? haha I plan on trying to let things go and realize you can't fix everything, sometimes rolling with the punches is all you can do.

5. Stay in closer touch with friends.
    Last September I up and moved to a completely other province than the rest of my family and friends. We aren't terrible at staying in touch, but I definitely miss them all way more than I get the chance to see or talk to them. I'm going to start calling and writing emails on a weekly basis to make sure I'm not out of the loop on everybody's lives.

6. Learn my camera inside and out.
    I want to know EVERYTHING! I plan on taking this passion of photography to the next level at some point (some point soon) and I want to be able to know what my equipment is up to and why. I've learned a lot this past year, but know there is way more to learn then I ever could have imagined.

7. Learn to let go of control.
    I tend to be the one who calls the shots around my house. Jordan and I make the larger decisions together of course, but around the homestead I'm queen of my castle. It's hard for me to step aside and let somebody help with even the smallest task because I've become so particular in how I run things. I vow to let go and maybe even realize there's more than one way to accomplish the same task, maybe even a better way than mine!

8. Become more tech savvy.
    A good majority of my day is spent with one electronic device or another. There's my trusty Macbook, my coveted Canon and of course the good ol' television (with all it's dvd do dads n' such). I know the absolute basics of how to work the majority of these devices haha The frustration over comes me and I call for help before I've given it a fair shot. From now on I'm going to try and try again, and then if I really need to I'll go for help.

9. Obtain my business license.
    I've been seriously considering making a business of my passion for photography. There is a great market for it where I'm currently living, and I honestly can't think of a career that would make me happier. After some more research on the steps I need to take I think this will be one of my big moves for 2012.

10. Focus on my health and well being.
      After learning from my mom there are a couple genetic medical conditions I may want to look out for as I grow older, I made a visit to my family doctor. Which by the way was already a huge step for me considering I usually worry about it until Jordan forces me to make an appointment. Turns out I have a clean bill of health, and I plan on keeping it that way. That means staying active and starting to eat like a grown up haha Meaning incorporating more health foods in my diet and saying goodbye to my dear friend salt :( It will be hard, but I know my body will thank me in the end.

11. Pen pals.
      This resolution is definitely one I'm really looking forward to. A couple of my girlfriends and I got pretty good at keeping up the old fashioned way by writing letters to one another, back and forth as they arrived. The year came to an end and I realized I hadn't sent or received a letter in months, sooo I'm bringing it back. If I have your mailing address expect to get a letter from me real soon!

12. Drive more.
      I didn't get my drivers license until I was 19. There was a few different reason for that decision and I don't regret not getting it sooner but I do regret not driving more often. When I lived in Victoria I was close enough to everything I needed that I basically walked everywhere. The traffic could get pretty crazy and parking was even worse, so I figured I was doing myself a favour.  Now that I live in an even more hectic city (driving wise anyhow) I wish I had the city driving experience to back me up while I'm here driving in these hectic conditions. From now on I'm getting behind the wheel and taking control!

 I havent quite decided if this is the final order in which they will be accomplished, but these are the final resolutions anyhow :)
 I hope you all had a great time ringing in the New Year and I hope your all successful with your resolutions!! Happy New Year!